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Apr. 5th, 2003 11:28 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
inteligrrlGod people suck!
I've been trying off and on for the past few months to get ahold of my two best friends in Arkansas, and every single time I call they're not there. Now that I don't mind so much, as I know they have extremely bussy schedules, but what bothers me is they never call me back!
I've done a hell of a lot over the years to maintain our friendships and it's like because I'm not there they don't see any reason to return the favor. I can count on one hand the number of times either of them have called me since I moved to New Mexico. I've always been the one to call and try to keep up with their lives, which bugs me, but I can live with it. What really bothers me is the fact that I've called like four or five times in the past two months and neither of them has bothered to call back.
I bend over backwards for my friends. I go out of my way to do cool things for them. I forgive about anything for them. I'll forgive them this the minute I actually speak to them, but for right now I'm just a bit put out.
It's either be put out or feel decidedly unloved, and frankly I'd rather be pissed off.
Anyhow, it's days like today that I wonder why I bother with any part of the human race.
*goes off sulking*
I've been trying off and on for the past few months to get ahold of my two best friends in Arkansas, and every single time I call they're not there. Now that I don't mind so much, as I know they have extremely bussy schedules, but what bothers me is they never call me back!
I've done a hell of a lot over the years to maintain our friendships and it's like because I'm not there they don't see any reason to return the favor. I can count on one hand the number of times either of them have called me since I moved to New Mexico. I've always been the one to call and try to keep up with their lives, which bugs me, but I can live with it. What really bothers me is the fact that I've called like four or five times in the past two months and neither of them has bothered to call back.
I bend over backwards for my friends. I go out of my way to do cool things for them. I forgive about anything for them. I'll forgive them this the minute I actually speak to them, but for right now I'm just a bit put out.
It's either be put out or feel decidedly unloved, and frankly I'd rather be pissed off.
Anyhow, it's days like today that I wonder why I bother with any part of the human race.
*goes off sulking*
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Date: 2003-04-05 11:12 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2003-04-05 02:53 pm (UTC)