oh sweetie, i SOOO understand. i do the same thing...even when i really like someone, when i get in a certain state, i just can't deal with interaction with ANYONE. i'm afraid to check email, i never turn on trillian (which, i might add, is why i'm not online often), i refuse to answer or return phone calls or letters. i just sit and...decay. avoiding thinking about anything, but miserable as hell. when it's at its worst, i can't read, i can't embroider, i can't do ANYTHING but wander fretfully from one abortive project to another--and if you really knew me day to day, you'd know that me being unable to read/do something with my hands is a REALLY bad thing.
i wish i could haul myself out there right now so you could just sit still and ACCEPT MY LOVE BISH!
;)
although just hearing it doesn't really help, try to remember that these things do pass in time, and i love you, so it'll all be okay...eventually.
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regna
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Date: 2003-03-02 01:20 am (UTC)i wish i could haul myself out there right now so you could just sit still and ACCEPT MY LOVE BISH!
;)
although just hearing it doesn't really help, try to remember that these things do pass in time, and i love you, so it'll all be okay...eventually.
*hugs*