i do stick around with some people who make me cry (i.e. significant others) but i NEVER forget, and i never open up that way again. eventually there's nothing left and they don't know a damned thing about what's going on in my head, and at that point, it's over...even if it drags on for a while longer while i try to get up the strength to get out. i can't hate anyone either...i can be extremely angry and resentful for a while, but i can't actively wish bad things on them. arguments upset me so much that i block out what was said and sometimes even what it was about within a few minutes.
immediate family's rather hard to break up with, though.
i wish there was something i could do to help...but all i can give you are text hugs... =/
*HUGS*
you're a beautiful person with a heart too big for this fucking nasty world. if only people would appreciate that instead of abusing it.
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regna
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Date: 2003-03-03 06:30 pm (UTC)i do stick around with some people who make me cry (i.e. significant others) but i NEVER forget, and i never open up that way again. eventually there's nothing left and they don't know a damned thing about what's going on in my head, and at that point, it's over...even if it drags on for a while longer while i try to get up the strength to get out. i can't hate anyone either...i can be extremely angry and resentful for a while, but i can't actively wish bad things on them. arguments upset me so much that i block out what was said and sometimes even what it was about within a few minutes.
immediate family's rather hard to break up with, though.
i wish there was something i could do to help...but all i can give you are text hugs... =/
*HUGS*
you're a beautiful person with a heart too big for this fucking nasty world. if only people would appreciate that instead of abusing it.